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Name: janice
Birthday: 12/5/1989
Gender: Female

Interests: `running` xc` track` movies` music` singing` writing songs` shopping` friends` piano` violin` talking` reading` swimming` dancing` tennis`
Expertise: `sparkly stuff` clothes` shoes` lipgloss` sunglasses` candles` garden state` eternal sunshine of the spotless mind` oceans 11` snL` the oc` jimmy eat world` something corporate` waking ashland` simple plan` gavin degraw` u2` green day` phantom planet` jet` starting line` christina aguilera` britney spears` frou frou` maria mena` jesse mccartney` keane` maroon 5` tyler hilton` coldplay` five for fighting` dashboard confessional`

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Thursday, May 26, 2005

holy shit

i lost control of my xanga

stupid technology

http://xanga.com/jannyeatworld

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

i. am. sick. and. tired. and. bored. with. track.

I DONT WANNA HAVE ANY MORE PRACTICE. NO FAIR FOR U LUCKY PEOPLE

plus.. i just realized how much i missed becuz of track. i miss having free weekends .

on a good note. last night was fun. (btw cliking makes them bigger)

wanna see more? http://community.webshots.com/album/350883031FHNtnj

peace+love

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

effects of boredom and reading adrienne's xanga...

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

so i guess this time its really over... its the longest we havent talked and i dont know what to do anymore...

man i wish i never went to hs. i wish i just stayed in MS continuously. well... 1 more month. maybe things will be better.. or maybe i'll finally move on. idk. i guess i have to see

i'm watching wayy too many movies. not my fault they're all for free. stupid republicans.. dont have friggen farenheit 9/11. now i have to rent it. o well. great. i have that kill bill spanish song stuck in my head. so much for watching extra features. blah.

track. is. killing. me. actually i think i pulled a muscle getting something from the top of my closet. but still track is killing me anyway. 1 word. mile. 1600. ouch. pain. crying. o god. it's wayy too long of a race to me. if i dont get sub 6... someone's gonna die. somebody. we'll see who.. just. I NEED SUB 6. and if i get 70+ on my 400... i give up on them. last time i got 68 was.. months ago. sucky fjd acda. hey at least i dont always have to run.. for now.. well actually.. hopefully.. forever. that'd be nice. stupid xc. I SHOULD'VE HAVE DONE IT. dammit.

heyy i got a pretty skirt. it's.. pretty. all i need are shoes and a top and i'm ready for the graduation. i rather stay home all weekend but i have to go. crap. o well. hopefully i wont be too bored. and hopefully my parents wont compare me to my cousins and other people. cuz.. that'd be annoying man. rawr.

i like sleeping earlier. 10 is a good time. so i'm gonna go catch up on my much needed "beauty sleep". maybe i'll look less crappier. hah. jp. like that'll help. screw looks. who cares about them anyway (everyone.. but still fuck them).

peace+love

i blabber on too much. i have no clue wut i said above. yeah.. i'm getting crazier each day. good to know that.

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Sunday, May 08, 2005

adrienne =P

(( YOU ))
1. Full Name_ look to the left.. wow i should've jsut said my name cuz that wouldve been easier. o well
2. Nicknames_ j lee, janey, jan, jan ice tea baby =P
3. City / State_ livingston nj
4. Birthday_ dec. 5
5. Age_ 15
6. Zodiac Sign_ sag.
7. School_ lhs.
8. Hobbies_ UR MOM. naww.. everything
9. Sports_ xc and track. YES THEY ARE REAL SPORTS
10. Height_ 5'1... shut up
11. Weight_ 105? something like taht
12. Shoe Size_ 6-7. i know i know shut up
13. Righty or Lefty_ i wish i was both.. hrmm i should try being a lefty too now

(( FAMILY ))
1. Parents Names_ mom and dad
2. Siblings / Ages_ only child
3. Do you get along with your parents_ uhh.. sometimes
4. Do you get along with your siblings_ yea. i get along really well with josh (lol remember that..)
5. Do you all live together_ uh huh

(( FAVORITES ))
1. Day of the week_ friday and sat
2. Month_ [May but it's "Offical break up month"]. haha nice one adrienne hahahaha. uhh.. december
3. Season_ winter or spring.
4. Holiday_ xmas? lol i dont like holidays much =P
5. Movies_ kill bill. idk that was the first movie that came into mind. OO YEA. garden state and eternal sunshine (benefits of my moms work.. i get to see eternal sunshine whenever i want w/o buying the dvd for free. mwahaha. if only i knew that b4 i bought garden state. o well).
6. Actors_ idk...
7. Actresses_ audrey hepburn .. idk?
8. TV Shows_ HOUSE. damn i <3 that show. scrubs (goddammit y the hell do all my good shows have to collide with one another) and jack and bobby
9. Songs_ ahhh.. too many. let go, 23, no sensitivity, speed of sound, you're the one, jerk it out, a praise chorus, simple starving to be safe, chocolate, 21, your house, kill.. and i'm gonna stop... but wow a lot of those are jimmy eat world. damnn
10. Music Groups_ JIMMY EAT WORLD BABYY! and a bunch of other ones
11. Music Singers_ britney spears? haha guilty pleasure.. damn right
12. Quote_ [As of the moment..."In my head there's only you now" from the 3 Doors Down's "Let Me Go" and "I wanna fall in love tonight" from the Jimmy Eat World's "A Praise Chorus"]. haha sorry i got u hooked on a praise chorus adrienne =P.. uhh how about.. how much does a polar bear weigh... enough to break the ice hi i'm janice. haha. or.. "when i let you closer i only want you closer.. u rip my heart right out" from your house or "i know wut i should do but i just can't walk away" kill.
13. Colors_ green. kicks. ass
14. Animals_polar bear. haha i remember i used to want to go to alaska to ride on a polar bear. then again that was when i was young
15. Flowers_ lillies =P
16. Books_ um... porn? jp
17. School Subject_ BIO. I LOVE BIO ENRICHED. (bite me). lunch... obviously
18. Foods_ damn i remember i used to be addicted to apples.. i ate like 3 a day. but now... actually.. idk...
19. Drinks_ red bull.. jp jp.. uhh.. wow uhh.. COKE. yea haha
20. Ice Cream_ banana cookies and cream from that ice cream place next to kings. so if u wanna treat me or surprise me.. get me some of that and i'll love you =]
21. Pizza Toppings_ everything.. literally.. except mushrooms.

(( FRIENDS ))
1. Best Friends_ everyone?
2. Funniest_ kc
3. Most Trustworthy_ adrienne and surprisingly.. sometimes peter.. and tim and justin
4. Most Loyal_ uhh.. adrienne
5. Most Honest_ adrienne and justin
6. Gives you Advice_ i usually talk to adrienne about my problems and then there's alex and alli and justin and tim
7. Funniest_ everyone
8. Loudest_ hrm...
9. Shyest_ i agree.. teresa
10. Most Boycrazy_ STEPHANIE NOT JANICE. haha OOHH WUT NOW STEPH
11. Most Trendy_ uhh.. good question...
12. Lives closest to you_ evelyn
13. Lives farthest away from you_ ryan or jackie. i'll be talking to them and it'd be like 12 in the monring for me and 8 for them.
14. Are you most like_ uhh.. well i find that my problems are like justins heh
15. Most talented_ [um, Janice probably.] aww i love you too adrienne.. and steph. but no.. i'm not the most talented >.<
16. Best Singer_ NOT JANICE (i think adrienne and steph are hearing impaired). uhh well i know ari takes chorus so her
17. Best Dancer_ haha wen =P
18. Most memories with_ wow.. i can't rememebr anything from my past.

(( RELATIONSHIPS ))
1. Boyfriend/Girlfriend_ nope
2. Crush_ idk...
3. Qualities you look for_ being funny, nice, caring, understanding, someone that can be ur best friend
4. First Kiss_ my parents? besides my parents. haha o gosh. EMBARESSING. but come on i was like.. 5 =P
5. First Relationship_ ....
6. Most Romantic Moment_ i have something in mind. but i dont really wanna talk about it right now...
7. Personality or Looks_ personality =P. but hey if he has both that doesnt hurt. haha

(( THIS OR THAT ))
1. Baseball or Football_ football. DAMMIT I STILL WANNA PLAY
2. Ben Stiller or Ben Affleck_ stiller. for sho dude. ok shut up
3. Cat or Dog_ doggy
4. Truck or Car_ car
5. Rain or Sun_ both.. depends on my mood
6. Winter or Summer_ winter
7. Love or Lust_ love
8. Aladdin or Beauty and the Beast_ beauty and the beast
9. Movies or Broadway_ movies
10. CD or Tape_ cd
11. DVD or VHS_ DVD
12. Ham or Turkey_ turkey
13. Feet or Hands_ hands
14. Legs or Arms_ arms
15. Dance or Singing_ singing
16. Cell or Housephone_ cell
17. Friends or BF/GF_ friends.. cuz ur bf/gf should be ur friend too.. so really its like.. both
18. Flying or Driving_ uhh.. umm.. driving=road trip =]
19. Running or Jogging_ jogging
20. Apple pie or Pumpkin pie_ OMG APPLE PIE. HOLY SHIT. haha i think i still remember my poem. god never give me a whole pie of apple pie. i will go crazy
21. Christmas or Birthday_ xmas
22. Pink or Blue_ blue
23. White or Black_ black
24. Britney or Christina_ britney baby. haha uhh idk
25. iPod or MP3_ ipod

i have so much on my mind.. but.. i dont really feel like writing.. maybe another time

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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

You're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I want to go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be
You kill me
You always know the perfect thing to say
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up, put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmiser song goes:
'It's just like being alone...'

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means
You kill me
You've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away

So go on, love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Got to take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
And so much regret
I know what you want to say
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant

I can't help it baby
This is who I am
Sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel
You kill me
You build me up but just to watch me break
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away

edit

i had to get rid of the bg and song. it was too bright for me and i think i got annoyed with it after a while. so.. this is the new one.. makes me happier... i can't stop listening to this song.. the beginning is weird.. but it gets amazing after. listen to it

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